Notashian_ If I Had to Go Back

Notashian thought to herself, "If I had to go back and live on earth again, I would just live a normal life. I would like to go back and help people and get them on the right path. When it comes to the music industry, little do they know that they are being used as a dollar bill. Nobody cares about you. When you fall, they are through with you and ready to replace you. They watch you go to the grave."

Notashian did not know right away that there were fans on earth that could connect with her. Sitting high above, she learned that there were very special people on earth. She was able to take notice of things like she never saw before. Notashian had fans that were close to heaven. It took the death of her to make her fans see how close they were. Notashian began to find out that she did not have to go back to visit because a part of her never left. There was a part of her that never died. That was her spirit.

Judgement

Notashian looked down with an angel and saw how innocent some people were that appeared to be bad. She then understood what the good book said about judging. The ones that we think will go to heaven might be the ones going to hell, and the ones that we think will go to hell might be the ones that will be going to heaven. One day we will know what everybody has done, and that is what Notashian was finding out. She could see why her life on earth ended. Many times she blamed herself for the things that were wrong in her life. The angel said to her, "Sometimes it is not what you have done. Sometimes it is what other people are doing. Sometimes it is not what you have done wrong. Sometimes it is what you have done right."

Notashian was a special kind of girl on earth. There was a lot of things that she didn't believe in doing that was not right. There were many things that she refused and the world thought she was crazy. Notashian did not have many friends, but she kept on standing up for what she believed in.

The Unseen Things Not Judged

Notashian saw so many people judging their favorite entertainers. Some said good things about them and some said bad things. None of them saw the whole picture. They were only judging from the things that were seen. However, even what they saw was not always totally true. Nobody saw that one entertainer was messed up for life because somebody fixed a drink for him. It was blamed on the entertainer because he was at a club with the wrong crowd. So his fans assumed that he was a nobody. How sad that was to Notashian. There was a whole lot that was unseen by the public.

(Luke 6:37) Judge not, and you shall not be judged: condemn not, and you shall not be condemned: forgive, and you shall be forgiven:

Notashian hated the fact that entertainers had no privacy. Camera men were persistent with flashing lights following them everywhere. There were no laws and rules for it. Lies were written about them and nobody was suing either.  Some entertainers were sometimes wrong and were able to get drugs and commit crimes. Many of them never went to jail as if there were no laws and rules for them. Some entertainers were so rich that they did not seem to pray or need anything. They did not believe or follow the laws of God. Some forgot about God.

Seeing a Mixture of Music

Notashian was sad as she looked at the earthly music world. She saw songwriters mixing sex with salvation in pop music and gospel music was beginning to sound like pop music. Gospel music became contemporary gospel. It did not sound like gospel at all. There were really no messages about Jesus coming out of gospel and rock and roll songs had no meaning and made no sense. Some of the songwriters did not write from the heart, and some of the singers did not sing from the heart. Notashian could feel evil and sin present from it all. It seemed like all of the singers and songwriters that had talent to open the minds of the people could not get a job, had to drop out of the music world, and sometimes died. They were the ones that had a great impact on the world with music. Notashian saw the forces of evil upon the great entertainers that loved God. It made her want to fight and become a music warrior to help the people.